“It’s Fall—But I Didn’t Mean to!”

It’s Fall. In case you need a more literal explanation, this does not mean you should fall!
I am really trying to take in stride the fact that I am living with Parkinson’s and that means learning to live with some very annoying and sometimes limiting symptoms. But falling is not one I can laugh off and I also have a hard time accepting these falls as par for the course.

Yes, I had another fall. The fifth one this year, if you include the time I fell out of bed. When these falls happen, my immediate reaction is anger. Then I sit there and think about how these falling incidents are so stupid while I am also writhing in pain and holding an ice-cold soda can to my immediately swelling affected body parts.

At least I have been able to get myself up most of the time.  I also look back at where I fell and what caused it. A small lip on the step that wasn’t obvious, a small pothole in the pavement, something unseen and slippery. Anyone could fall because of these things. But most of the time a person can catch themselves, right their position, and keep their balance.  I must admit that my balance is failing. I used to be able to stand on one foot like a flamingo, absolutely still and balanced for 2-3 minutes at least. Now? Forget it! Lesson learned? Gravity is not kind to people with Parkinson’s.

One response to ““It’s Fall—But I Didn’t Mean to!””

  1. Amy I’m so sorry! Those little lips on things are the brain of my existence also. Unfortunately no matter how much we try to avoid those things. We can’t always. Gravity and I have never gotten along.

    The limits are all too limiting. Yes, and it is a pisser in more ways than 100. That bridge I tried to avoid at the Bart station ended up being my only path. I clumsily sailed over that hurdle and it was well worth it. There were many of those unseen obstacles.

    So I am also sitting with an icepack on my back. While my falls happened months ago. The stairs and extra exercise has me hurtin for certain. Again it was well worth it.

    So is it time to start making padded clothing? Or perhaps bubble wrap? I sure would be easier if we were all like Bumbles. They bounce. Or perhaps we can wish to be Weebles. They wobble but don’t fall down.

    Take care. Again I’m sorry you fell. Take it slow. Sometimes that’s the best we can do.

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